Scar

Had I seen

Thickness of Cold Steel

Or would’ve leaned on

Wall of Solid Rocks

Build up with

Bricks of Trust and

Cement of Friendship

I may’ve floated

In the deep faith of

Soft spoken words

Would’ve imagined you’d be there

With such firmness

Of Sun coming up at dawn

Utter Foolishness of

Settling down to

Comfort ness of  words

You may’ve never meant

Had only left

The debris of our wall

Which was too quick to crash down

A tough fall

A hard blow in my Gut

Yet powerless to crush me down

The pity my friend

You had to leave a Scar

Incurable in my heart

You’ve build up

The wall of Trust

Had no foundation on 

Empathy

I stopped my tears

I’ve blocked my desires

And turned them yours

From the day you first cried

I wanted  to earn

Nothing but your smiles

You looked up to me

And I always knew

I just lived to see

Those moments

My little Bird

Chose her own life

You wanted to join him

Fly away so fast

It was not so long

My love grew archaic ….

I still look forward

To see the smiles I’ve saved

Live just one more day

our cherished moments

My eyes grow dark too soon now

My limbs too week

To walk even Ten feets

for a single embrace

Just the twist of time

Now I look up to you

But my little bird

Building her own world

She can be with me no more

Herself too much  busy

I’ve grown too old and grey

And …..

Just a waste of time 

Realization

Quite spontaneous

Wasn’t it between us

All of the laughter’s

And All the tears

Felt as a Soft Rain

Switched in to the Acid

Chocking very slowly

Flushing down cheeks

We drank the Poison

Danced in the Flames

You called it a laughter

Was it  Salty Sadness ?

Distances unbearable

Then Irreconcilable

Hatred began sooner

Scratched this heart forever

I yelled so aloud

Punished my self

Endlessly though

Couldn’t get satisfied

So much of hatred ?

So much of love ?

Hated you for mocking me

With charming words

Vacuum and  the aloofness

Filled  in every moment  

Too much we missed

In winded channels

Was it the shame

Or was it fear

I could never accept

You in to my life

We drifted apart

Left so much unsaid

Realization  came

Little too late

Poignant Destiny

what we had shared

I can never hate you

You are my Beloved 

Boredom

A White Worm

of a Green Grass

Filthiness of A

Muddy Fountain

Notched Diamond

A worthless Dream

Chilling Currents

Freezing up even Bones

Solemn standstill of Time

Silence and the Emptiness

As if Night with no Moon

Distant Lamps yonder

Makes any difference ?

Nor the ticking Watch

Long awaits Dawn

Sill the Fogs of Boredom

Pulls the Curtains