Amanda

We named her Amanda

Coz we loved that name

The Apple of my eye

The Diamond Crown

I was eager to wear

Beating of her tiny heart

I thought I sensed

I thought I’d felt her

I felt her presence

Followed was a world of Pain

Stirring its  way to burst

I had pushed underneath

Just go on to forget

 “She was never really there”

“Not to be so wretched”

No matter they said

loss hurt the same –The suffocating pain

She would have loved the sunlight

Sing  away with Breeze

She would have danced in the rain

Murmur to the flowers

But lost my grip somewhere

And  left her in the path

I wish she can forgive me

That it wasn’t my will

And we named her Amanda

Our  favorite name

Wished to see how she’d look

And to held her in our arms

When fate gives no chances

My body had dumped her

I could do nothing besides

Cry away  my tears

Yet She was Amanda

To  I write my feelings

Wrought her in to them

And give her to the World 

Freedom

Braking Free of

A Fugitive who

Sniffs the way though

Capitalist World

With Desperation